This Is Not Me

I hope all my fans are smart enough to know by now that there's a lot of bigots out there who hate me because I'm an aspiring artist who wants to draw fanart of my favorite show and is a Christian. The amount of unfairness and hatred people have given to me is amazing and makes me wish I never joined DeviantArt in the first place if all that will ever happen is people will tell my to kill myself and say my art is bad. 

I will admit that I'm not the best artist in the world. I still have a lot of practice to do before I become good enough to consider myself one of the elite pony artists on Deviantart but I do try, even if it doesn't show in my work. Tom Preston has taught me that it's difficult to be an artist and boy is that especially true now with all these art theifs. But irregardless, I just want to say that one day I hope to be one of the best at drawing ponies on Deviantart but I can't do it if all I get every day is negativity. Not criticism but just plain hatred. 

This has all been emotionally crushing to me and even my friends who aren't always positive about my love for My Little Pony agree that people online are taking it too far. I'm worried that you trolls will turn me into the next Chris Chan even though I don't deserve it and am nothing like him. I'm worried that I won't ever be able to do anything without trolls online stealing it and claiming it as their own. It's what happened to great people like Tesla and it's happening to me now. Furthermore, I'm worried that I might not even be able to watch the show anymore without being reminded of all this 

If you want to hate bronies or aren't a Christian, fine. but please just leave me alone. I don't want to be a part of your games and I don't want to be the butt of all your jokes. I just want to be friends with other fans of the show and have a good time drawing and improving on my art. I just want to be left alone, okay? You all had your fun now just leave me alone PLEASE! 

Also notice how the bottom line says "joking about this person." which means he was (which is very rude and shouldn't have done that) making fun of me. You trolls couldn't even see that.